Barei - Foolish Nana

Somehow i´m afraid to be me 
and i know 
there is something killing 
who i am and what i´m looking for. 
there is something telling me to be submissive 
and give up
i can feel your words like fire on my knees
burning me when i´m wrong.
hear your voice, feel your eyes, pushing me
to be right.
deep inside everything ´s getting weak.
it´s my time to be free, to be more than you need.
its all over, i´m leaving this shit.
i don´t believe your “nana”
your foolish “nana”,
don´t want your ´nana“…
stay in your hell!
who´s gonna live your “nana”,
uncertain “nana”
mistaken “nana”
to feel the shame.?
somehow i don´t feel allowed to put myself first
when i start to dream.
somewhere deep inside
my heart is out of beat,
my mind is getting sick.
what do you want from me
trying to make me feel
full of pride, full of lies, full of sin?
all i ´ve gotta say,
all i need to pray
to go on with my life, my own way…
i don´t believe your “nana”
your foolish “nana”,
don´t want your ´nana“…
stay in your hell!
who´s gonna live your “nana”,
uncertain “nana”
mistaken “nana”
to feel the shame.?

keep on blaming… i´ll be waiting!
don´t give up and keep on praying…
save my soul ´cause i´ll be doing what i do! (bis)
i don´t believe your “nana”
your foolish “nana”,
don´t want your ´nana“…
stay in your hell!
who´s gonna live your “nana”,
uncertain “nana”
mistaken “nana”
to feel the shame?